SPN Origins

Apr. 4th, 2018 09:06 pm
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[personal profile] amberdreams
Sounds like a potential spin off, don't it?

Anyhow, as requested by cmadebyme_x, here's what I remember of my entry into the wonderful world of Supernatural.

Sometime in 2009 I ended up with a box set of Seasons 1-3. I can't remember how or who recommended it, or why I decided to watch, but obviously I did, and was hooked from the Pilot. I remember when SPN was advertised on UK TV with the scary just got sexy tag line. I had thought the two leads looked rather tasty, but this was horror, folks, and not for me.



So anyhow, I watched the DVDs, and yup, this WAS for me after all. I was in love with Dean from the very start, and Sam grew on me as his story unfolded. Stargate Atlantis had petered out, so wham, welcome new and overwhelming obsession.

Somewhere along the way I found a small Facebook group called Insane Old Ladies over 40 who love supernatural (yeah, catchy title) and bingo. Fandom. It was a revelation. One of my IOLs was a fanfic writer on ff.net; we got chatting about writing and the next thing I knew I was churning out drabbles and writing stories and discovered that the stuff I'd been doing for Atlantis in my head, and way before that for Alias Smith and Jones, and Star Trek, and the 1930s Magnet comics, was in fact also fanfiction and fanart. So all that time I'd spent growing up thinking I was alone, I could have been participating. Huh. Who knew? it was a revelation.

Not that I'd ever been so immersed in anything before, and I honestly can't imagine ever doing this again. Though I had loved TV shows before - the ones I've already mentioned, for instance - none of them really got to me like SPN has done. I'd never have wanted to delve into anything about the real actors behind the characters before. Though I did harbour a massive crush on Pete Duel, he was dead almost before I started watching ASJ - plus I was only eleven at the time!

Thanks to my FB group, one of whom had a regular seat at Chicon, I bought a ticket to the 2010 Chicon and booked myself a scary solo trip to the USA. I drove on the wrong side of the road for the first time. I went to the Mesa Verde and Nashville on my own, met up with a Tenessee girl and roadtripped in her Mustang up to Chicago, met up with the other IOL who showed us the ropes at the convention, toured Chicago with one of the other IOLs who lived an hour away, and bumped into Jared and Genevieve shopping on the Magnificent Mile.

In practice for Chicon I went to Collector Mania in London and met Misha and Julie Niven. I then got a ticket for Asylum 4, as another practice run. Now I was hooked on conventions as well as SPN. I was doomed from that day forth. Now I have lovely friends all over the world. I have you guys. I've been to something like 30 conventions (of varying sorts but mostly SPN 3 dayers). I've written hundreds of drabbles and dozens of longer fics. I've written a novel (original fic and an ambition I've had since I was a child). I've learned to draw digitally and relearned traditional drawing. My life is enriched immeasurably by my SPN friendships and my creativity has been revived, and though in the same time period I've put on loads of weight and lost a lot of people I love, overall I feel blessed.

Supernatural holds a special place in my heart, and the SPN fandom will be a hard one to follow.

Date: 2018-04-04 08:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] marciaelena.livejournal.com
I love hearing people's stories of how they got into the show, and I have to say that yours is really awesome. I love the sense of discovery and adventure you got from getting involved with the fandom, and the creative burst too. I'd say our corner of the fandom is better for having you in it. <3

Date: 2018-04-04 09:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thank you, that's very kind!

Date: 2018-04-04 08:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dizzojay.livejournal.com
You have exactly the same outlook as me. I can't imagine any other fandom giving me the same joy that the Supernatural one does!

Date: 2018-04-04 09:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
I think when it's over and we all fade away, I'm not going looking for a substitute.

Date: 2018-04-04 09:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amypond45.livejournal.com
Ha! Your journey sounds almost reluctant! I have a feeling you would have always been an artist who found inspiration in various fascinating places, but I think I speak for all of us here when I say how grateful I am that you joined our little corner of the world.

30 conventions! How awesome is that!

Date: 2018-04-04 09:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Not so much reluctant, more unexpected - Bilbo Baggins-style.

Date: 2018-04-05 02:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] harrigan.livejournal.com
I don't think I was on Facebook in those days, but it sounds like a group I'd have liked! (And maybe gotten to meet you!) I love hearing about prior fandom experiences like yours. I've been active in a lot of fandoms, but never anything as long as this!

Date: 2018-04-05 09:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
I'm sad that out of that original FB group, I only talk to four of the gals any more. Some fell by the wayside a long time ago for various non toxic reasons, but I've cut off several of the US girls recently because of their almost rabid stance on Trump, Trump's America and the last straw was seeing them post sheer nastiness about the Florida teenage victims. I know they always say not to talk politics with friends, but some issues are too big to ignore.

But still, the four friends I do have are fecking awesome, and I've picked up a lovely bunch of other like-minded folk along the way. I'd LOVE to get to meet you and a whole bunch of other LJ bods. Maybe one day.

Date: 2018-04-05 09:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] caranfindel.livejournal.com
What a great story!

Date: 2018-04-05 09:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Yay! Thanks!

Date: 2018-04-05 10:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madebyme-x.livejournal.com
Ohhh, you've got a good story there! And I love that we both found fandom through this show. I too used to write fics in my head about other shows and thought that I was the only one - what a revelation it was to realise that that wasn't true! Wow, 30 cons - and now you're dragging in new people ;) I'm certainly going to be in good company for my very first.

I can't imagine being so invested in any other show either. So when the end finally comes, I'm sure between us we can keep it alive!!!!

Date: 2018-04-05 09:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Other fandoms do continue long after the show has gone off air, so I really hope ours will too.

Date: 2018-04-06 06:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mangacat201.livejournal.com
AWwwww, that is a lovely origin story. I'll be posting my own soon, but I love going through other's accounts, so many different ways to the show, but it's striking how much all of our lives have been transformed in the artsy sense by getting into SPN fandom. It's a very special community even now that's it's changed and matured a bit and I love being a part of it and having been in it for ... well I guess a third of my life. Holy cow.

Date: 2018-04-06 06:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
A third of your life - you spring chicken!

Date: 2018-04-07 06:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mangacat201.livejournal.com
I know, I know, but its also coming up on the time where I've spent more of my life in fandom (having started with Manga and anime way before SPN came out) than not in it, so I'm counting myself a grizzled veteran. But it's true that SPN is singular in terms of the way the show and the fandom GOT to me and kept me engaged, and I would miss it for the world.

Date: 2018-04-07 02:02 pm (UTC)

Date: 2018-04-15 06:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Have you done yours? Goes to have a look.

Date: 2018-04-07 02:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] milly-gal.livejournal.com
You have such an adventurous sens of *let me at it*. I love that about you :D

Date: 2018-04-20 07:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] milly-gal.livejournal.com
You do :) You never say you *can't* do it, you try it, and sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't but when it doesn't you set about doing something about it and seeing how you CAN do it. You have that attitude about life in general, artwork, and just plain everything. It's one of the many reasons I adore your face :)

Date: 2018-04-15 09:19 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] fanspired
A lot of this is vary familiar to me. I used to do all my writing in my head before SPN, but something about the boys made me put my first story on paper. Like you, I'd never been actively involved in the fandoms of shows I enjoyed, I wasn't interested in the personal backgrounds of actors. All I ever needed to know about an actor I admired was, what else had they been in? I wasn't into shipping or even particularly conscious of it. It never occurred to me to slash Kirk/Spock or Harry/Draco, or any relationship that wasn't canon. But SPN positively invited you into fandom and fandom tropes. Up until The French Mistake, I was still referring to Jared and Jensen as 'the actors', but that episode fired my curiosity, and is so much funnier once you know the real life background behind the fiction. I'd never heard of Live Journal until I saw the out-takes to The Real Ghostbusters, but that as good as told me where I needed to be posting my stories, and the rest is history :P And once I wrote my own parody of SPN's self-referential parodies, it all got even more convoluted :D This show sucks you in, and it knows it! :D

Date: 2018-04-15 09:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Yes exactly - even on shows I watched over and over, and pretty obsessively - like Firefly, and Stargate Atlantis - I would struggle to tell you any actor's name and never thought to check what else they'd been in. I was really only interested in their character, not them. Then, like you say, SPN happened, and I got RPF'd and that was it. Doomed.

Date: 2018-04-15 09:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] masja-17.livejournal.com
Thank you for sharing your story! Fandom would be less without you.

Date: 2018-04-16 05:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Aw thank you, and the same to you!

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